Tuesday, May 11, 2010

may 2010

to do:
interesting information:
  • I am in Norman. Sister is in Ukraine. Brother is in Tennessee, about to go west and hike the Grand Canyon. Mom and four kids are in Russia. Dad is in Thailand. Extended family in California, North Carolina, New York, Georgia, Tulsa, Indonesia.
  • For the next year or so, I will remain in Norman. I am currently in need of a job. I trust that God has good plans for me, but sometimes that looks deceptively like me freaking out. God is good. I don't know how to find and keep a job.
  • My church meets in another new location now, which means I go to the 8 am service. I like it, and then I like the nap I take after it.
  • This will be my first summer in Norman. I plan to sweat in my un-airconditioned car, [find a job and work it], read a lot, watch movies, go to the farmer's market, and invite people to my house.
  • On Friday, I plan to bask in the light at the end of this sixteen-year-long tunnel of organized education. It's been a good run, and it's over. I don't know how that feels, but it may hit me at some point. In the words of President Ford, "My fellow Americans, our long national nightmare is over." Those words always echo through my mind when I am doing something particularly difficult like writing a long paper or traveling for 50+ hours straight.
  • some recent pictures:

Monday, May 3, 2010

I graduate next week

Year's End
O Love Beyond Compare,
Thou art good when thou givest,
and when thou takest away,
when the sun shines upon me,
when night gathers over me.
Thou hast loved me before the foundation of the world,
and in love didst redeem my soul;
Thou dost love me still,
in spite of my hard heart, ingratitude, distrust.
Thy goodness has been with me during another year,
leading me through a twisting wilderness,
in retreat helping me to advance,
when beaten back making sure headway.
Thy goodness will be with me in the year ahead;
I hoist sail and draw up anchor,
With thee as the blessed pilot of my future as of my past.
I bless thee that thou hast veiled my eyes to the waters ahead.
If thou hast appointed storms of tribulation,
thou wilt be with me in them;
If I have to pass through tempests of persecution and temptation,
I shall not drown;
If I am to die,
I shall see thy face the sooner;
If a painful end is to be my lot,
grant me grace that my faith fail not;
If I am to be cast aside from the service I love,
I can make no stipulation;
Only glorify thyself in me whether in comfort or trial,
as a chosen vessel meet always for thy use.